Kelsey has been quilting and watching Monk on her computer. It’s a show we both like. I relate, of course to Adrian, because of my neuroses and admit to being “a little bit Monk.” Kelsey said “alot.” But I also realized, apart from being a germ freak, I share another neurosis with a fictional character. I’m an organization freak. Thankfully, I’m too lazy most of the time. But I find when it comes to organizing my thoughts, that I obsess over details, and if the plan isn’t organized “just so” it distracts me.
I like to think that actually it is because of my limited ability to think clearly, that I need the organization to accomplish anything. Whatever helps me sleep at night. In truth, I’m often suffering from “analysis paralysis” and wish I could “just do it.”